"they say love is blind."

im not colorblind. im simply blind.

ive been having a damn bad cough for the past 2 weeks.
no, actually ive been having a bad cough since about 2 months ago.
but then, i only cough when im sleeping.
and now, day and night im coughing. *cough cough cough.*
and sometimes, its one of those coughs whereby you feel like you wanna puke?

you know, its one of those periods where you really dont know what you're doing with your life and you feel so alone in this big big world. and then you wonder what you're living for.. and will you actually make a difference?

did i tell you that i have really long hair now? or rather, i am amazed at its length. i havent had long hair in ages!! actually its not really long. its just short shoulder length. but alot of difference from my haircuts last year.

and i cant believe im turning NINETEEN this year. gosh. (yes, although i am only 18 yrs and 24 days old)

and no, i do not have rebonded hair. that is such an off question. i dont even have straight.

i think i want to go L plate already. ha ha ha ha.

i am a very lazy girl. i dont do my homework.

chinese new year is coming. in about 2 weeks time? and i dont even know whether im having a reunion dinner this year. the tension. gosh. i loved 2002's reunion dinner. everyone was present.

AND... i havent even gone chinesenewyear clothes shopping yet. but actually come to think of it, i really dont need to shop anymore. sad to say, i havent even found time (or rather, blame it on my laziness) to pack and put away my xmas and birthday gifts yet. they are all still in their packages sitting in my room.

i'd rather blog than do my i/d homework. growls. bloggg.

one thing that ive been missing out on, sleep. i miss those days whereby i sleep till 3plus in the afternoon.. wake up to phonecalls.. get ready.. go out.. come home.. go online.. sleep at 3plus.. wake up 12 hours later and do the same thing.

i cant wait till end march.

i think i need to start remembering people by their faces. instead of the clothes they were wearing when i knew them. and oh yah remembering their names would help too. to avoid em-breast-ing moments.